let me be .
ouh gosh, and i thought things would be smooth sailing this week. but who was i kidding..
ive realized that many things had happened within the 1 week and that consist of the ups and downs that we go through in life.
but whatever happened yesterday was over the top. theres no words to describe what i felt about the whole situation. i totally cant get a grip of what is it all about. its something that really blew off my sit and which that i could just run away and not turn back.
im not running away from problems, its just that i need time to understand it.
i realized that arts and walking around even when im tired calms me down. though i cant draw or read music i do appreciated them. so whatever i do, i have a reason and theres nothing for me to explain to you but to leave me to it.
Sunday, January 16, 2011 2:16 PM.
