With Lots of Love, NJ

PLEASE NOTE :

I DO NOT WISH TO TALK TO YOU TILL THE END OF THE DAY !

THANK YOU.

Sunday, January 30, 2011 6:51 PM.

let me introduce to you my lazy looking cat.

her name is Belang aka the house guard.

such an active little one and sure loves to disturb the dogs around.

she response's to her name very well especially when its meal time.

* by the way, picture was taken because i was stuck outside of the house (:

Friday, January 28, 2011 10:00 PM.

what im about to say sounds stupid but please bare with me and understand my situation..

i feel as though my head feels empty.hmm..well you see, ive been sick and is in the process of recovering. i had blocked nose and the only way to unblocked it is to get rid of the phlegm. these pass few days and especially today ive been blowing my nose very hard.hahaha..kay that sound kinky..but yes, i think ive been blowing my nose too hard that my ears hurts and i have this weird feeling around my jaw and it goes up to the back of my head. i actually knocked the sides of my head to hear whether it is hollow. hahaha..

today, it was my first session at the pit of the year. i swear, i felt weird. weird in the sense that i couldnt open up my stride, i couldnt feel myself up in the air, and i simply just cant control my body. even my training partners told me that i look weird when i jumped, like the way i used to.

after training and told coach about it, after he explain, it all makes sense!

as i processed the information into my brain, i realized that i knew the answer to my problem..i even made it as my project in class..sighh..in conclusion, everything seems to be positive but i still yet to find that particular feeling that im missing during jumps.

by the way, my cool russian coach will be jamming outside Cine tomorrow night at 8, expect some heavy metal music from his band.

Thursday, January 27, 2011 9:29 PM.

today at work was special because the Dreamplus gang came over.

since Dreamplus and Dentsu are partners in terms of the internship programme, its the only way to get the athletes understand and take a peek of the office.

it was a good and fruitful meeting. after the meeting, boss took them around and introduce to them the different sections of the office, while he was doing that. i took nella to the ladies..well, the tedious thing about going ladies, each one of us has our individual key to the same toilet. i have no idea why they have to do this when we hardy have outsiders around.

anyways, back to the story..while i was trying to open the main door, the key was giving problems and nella was in need of the toilet. when she tried, the key BROKE! it was hilarious..that girl is too strong. half of the key was stuck in the key hole. lucky for me, it happened during lunch time which means that no one will using the toilet for that time being. (:

Monday, January 24, 2011 10:13 PM.

the plan was we were supposed to go to the park tomorrow.

BUT, due to last minute changes..we went this afternoon..

the plan was we were supposed to go to marina barrage.

BUT, due to last minute changes ..we went to the end i mean literally to the end.

the plan was we were supposed to get the cab.

BUT, due to wrong choice of words to destination, we got rejected 3 times by cabs.

(well, we got a cab eventually at the 4th attempt but we got the expensive one.)

the plan was to chill and enjoy the scenery.

BUT, the scenery sucks and the cold wind was chilly.

the plan was its gona be sisters outing..

BUT, someone joined us for dinner and i really appreciated his presence there.

the plan was suppose to to be the fun day.

BUT, instead it was AWESOME !!! :D

Saturday, January 22, 2011 10:22 PM.

i woke up this morning with 1. super sore throat

2. blocked nose

3. burnt tongue

4. small BUT painful burnt near my ankle.

1&2 are killing me. everyone around me is sick and they've passed to me. so now, im sick.

3. yesterday night, while i was Nasrin, meet up with Dream ppl, took a sip of teh tarik and there goes my taste bud :(

4. well, let me tell you how i get my second burnt scare of 2011. i was sitting rather close to one of the pipe, and while John was replacing the charcoal, one tiny burning charcoal came flying out and drop on my ankle..best of all, the charcoal manages to roll off my ankle, so now theres a long burnt mark.

at this very moment, my parents are on the way to KL as they have to attend some wedding there. so, its just the 4 of us at home. hopefully, everything goes well.. :)

11:35 AM.

Sunday, January 16, 2011 5:14 PM.

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4:56 PM.

4:55 PM.

ouh gosh, and i thought things would be smooth sailing this week. but who was i kidding..

ive realized that many things had happened within the 1 week and that consist of the ups and downs that we go through in life.

but whatever happened yesterday was over the top. theres no words to describe what i felt about the whole situation. i totally cant get a grip of what is it all about. its something that really blew off my sit and which that i could just run away and not turn back.

im not running away from problems, its just that i need time to understand it.

i realized that arts and walking around even when im tired calms me down. though i cant draw or read music i do appreciated them. so whatever i do, i have a reason and theres nothing for me to explain to you but to leave me to it.

2:16 PM.

Friday, January 14, 2011 11:01 PM.

11:00 PM.

10:59 PM.

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10:56 PM.

hello hello !

this week has been wonderful since army boy is a week break before he is being posted. we've been meeting up and spending time together. we also managed to do some baking. pictures are up on Facebook.

It was all his idea.haha..baking with nutella..so romantic~!

today, i had a special lunch with my bosses and special guests; bro and Dha...had lunch at MBS. It was the first for most of us, but Boss has been there countless of times and he's the only Jap among us Singaporeans.

it was really nice but something that is done once in the blue moon. haha..sure is pricey. we were there to celebrate birthdays for the January babies.its really nice that they do take time to celebrate birthdays like this, it helps to in bonding too.

well, the weekend is here and i have so many plans in my head but i doubt it will happen.

army boy is going to his new camp this coming monday and he wont be able to book out this weekend :( but atleast, he doesnt have to go to Tekong !

9:28 PM.

*blink**blink* and now we've already gone through the first 8 days of 2011. time sure flies..

for the first saturday of the year, i woke up at 5 am getting ready to go to town. hehe..

this morning my soldier boy had his graduation for completing his BMT. it was a huge event for them. the moment of pride and sense of achievement for these boys who have now become men (i hope) :D

we reached marina floating platform at around 730am. it was rather exciting being able to witness it. okay, i know like jakun, well, i dont have a brother..so this is my chance to see how such 'man-ly'events went.

after the whole event was over, i joined his family for branch before i head home. it was sure a very interesting saturday morning for me.

in the evening, we met up again and managed to catch Love& other drugs. it was awesome :)

but before that, we had Mad Jacks.

Saturday, January 8, 2011 10:46 PM.

at this moment in time, my soldier boy is marching / walking some where in Singapore. i didnt do anything special today. just went out with sis to get some stuff which isnt for me.

tomorrow would an early day for me. ive got to be up super early and head to Marina for his POP.

i got a present for myself, a burnt scare on my knee thanks to the iron :/

Friday, January 7, 2011 11:19 PM.

OMG !!! i would have never imagine that this would happened to me. ive just turn 19 and i thought im gona be all alone since dad is away and bf is at camp.

BUT, all of that changed within an hour. i fell asleep only to be waken up by my sis telling me to go to the door. damnzz, i was already comfortable in my pjay. and there my delivery boy stands with an ice cream cake from Swensens, a 'Happy Birthday' balloon and a bouquet of roses. all of this was from bf. HOW SWEET IS THAT !!!! LIKE VERYYYY ! :D

everyone kept the secret from me! well, it was a major AWESOME surprise.

credits to :

yat - delivery boy

lili- did the letter writting

nana- for being part of it

yat & nana's dad - for driving yat to my place.

dilah &mama - for keeping the secret from me

and lastly

azri ayie - for making my 19th birthday a beautiful one.

1:04 AM.

its not the first time that he is away. it is not his first time that he doesnt know when he is coming back. but its gona be his second time that he is gona miss my big day. well, i dont know why but i feel sad not having him around. but bf has been trying to keep me happy and smiling always.

my crazy red red botak head love !

Thursday, January 6, 2011 9:47 PM.

it feels so nice spending my time at home on a weekday. well this only applies for weekdays. i repeat weekdays.haha

this morning, i sat for y test which was alright.

i knew i was gona be early however, ridzwan was way earlier.

he wanted a tour around the school, maklumla dah lame tak gi sekolah.

it was super funny walking around and 'updating' him about the school. he was like super jakun to the max! haha.

after the test, i did my training and waited for mom to pick me up.

with the weather wet and cold outside, i spent the day at home. mom nagged at me about the mess in my wardrobe. so i decided to clear it up and get rid of some clothes. it took my the whole afternoon to do that. its was kinda annoying because at the same time my nose was giving me problem.

what should i do now?hmmmm

Wednesday, January 5, 2011 6:49 PM.

This morning was super kecoh, everyone was up, getting ready to go to school. Iffah starting her year in secondary school while shikin in primary 4. I was packing my room, into my bag cause now, (yes u read it right) I would have to go to training from work cause I don't have time to go home first. Dislike!

Before I left the house. My dad told my mom that I was worried that he won’t be around this Friday. Well, all I said was, as long as you got the right present that I’m fine with it. Haha.

The thought of tomorrow kills me! It’s been along time since I sat for a test, specifically math test. Damnnnz!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011 9:33 AM.

As we begin our life welcoming the brand new year, full with future plans and obstacles around us, I begin to realize that what ever happened during the past has its reason and that to make way for our future.

Being human, we are not perfect. I’m not perfect. Even if we know that it is bad, we still do it. Just take for an example, they say that don't judge the book by its cover. Everyone believes that saying but everyone still does it. Doesn't matter whether judging them positively or negatively.

Hopefully, this year, I shall try not to judge anyone before knowing him or her personally.

9:18 AM.