im sorry..
today begins the first day of school reopen.it was something which i wasnt look forward to it but i have no choice but to go to school.
first lesson was with Mr Tay. as usual, i have no idea what he wants from us.but today my group was slacking around in the library to do some research and kill time.at first we were on task..but we end up looking at other books..from cooking to book on smoking.hahha.jeff was giving me a lecture on it.
training was alright..the thai kids joined us for training.there was this guy, i think he is a triple jumper, he was really bouncy..even stefan says so..and we came to a conclusion that his secret must be from the tom yam they eat...hahaah!
we had night class today,and as usual class ends super early for Dr Edgar's class..he is one lepak lecturer. i had to back home myself as it would take a long time for dad to make his way to woodlands. so i had to take the train.he picked me up at novena.
while i was waiting for dad.i noticed a chinese couple walking out from the mall..they look rather young. the guy especially..he looked quite nerdy..but the next thing i know, he walked up to me with money in his hans to buy his ciggs..
at first i hesitate to buy for him..but i just went along with it. the JOKE was, this nerd is obviously underage to even buy a pack of cigg but he was tattoos on his hands.what a joke sia..after i bought his the stuff, i wanted to say something about it. 'rase mau sound same nerd tu' but i didnt..afraid that my dad might reach any minute.
i was seriously laughing to myself..he put sticker or what sia..step wana have tattoo but not even legal to buy cigg.. joker!
i reach home and to my surprise my room is empty. ive gt no bed and i'll be sleeping on the floor tonight. my dad who was been clearing my room the whole day is gona paint my room...finally! :D
Monday, June 21, 2010 11:26 PM.
sick.
its been more than a week now and im still not recovered.
i feel so weak now.
i wonder if i would stop breathing thanks to my blocked nose.
stress.
12:11 PM.
Happy Father's Day!
today wasnt my normal sunday.
i had to wake up early today as the whole family had to sent dilah for tuition and at the same time we went to visit my grandparents.its been awhile since i visited them.after spending the morning at the east side, we went home..oh!while we were on the way to the east, there were some crazy drivers on the road, i find it really annoying.if youre cant drive go home and sleep la! bloody sunday morning and creating trouble on the road.
i went out with dilah in the late afternoon.planned to get dad something and do some window shopping. dilah got her cool pants at bugis.i finally found the pair of shoes that i wanted there.while we were at bugis street, 3 idiots were being IDIOT!. i dont get why mats cant keep their comments to themselves.i almost picked up a fight with them.ouh wells..
i met up with bro after that.when i first saw him, my heart stop for awhile. i was shocked! he cut his hair and he looks really neat. but that wasnt the reason i was shocked.it was because he looked like someone who i used to date.hahaha..
we didnt spent much time just now. both dilah and i had to make our way to Sakura at town to meet the family.since its father's day today, my dad was lucky to reserve a table at such last minute.it was the first time my family went to Sakura. faris was right, im gona gain weight.haha.it was crazy! but we all enjoyed ourselves (:
tomorrow school starts.dammnzzz..so not ready for it.
Sunday, June 20, 2010 10:54 PM.
could this be luck or could this be fate .
it was a happy ending after all. the moment they announced the club, i could see his face turn red despite being covered by his hands. it was sure an intense moment. CONGRATS to MR AZRI for getting 1st place for his tunggal! :D *CLAP**CLAP*
today's training was fast game. it was only mariam,shireen and i at gombak. coach was having stomach ache. so thats why training was fast game. in the afternoon, i made my way down to Jurong Sports Complex (i think) to support him in his tunggal (singles) finals.
i didnt want to go alone at first due to the different atmosphere and i wont know anyone there except the sports school kids. but because i really want to see him in action and physically supporting him, i made my way down. i sat infront of some mothers, its really interesting to hear their conversation about everything.plus i feel really left out because they are like one big family supporting the team while i was the outsider.hmmmm..wells, its something that i have to overcome.
despite everything, my azri got it this year. really proud of you dear. yet to celebrate! (:
to bro ; love the gift!! (:
Saturday, June 19, 2010 11:49 PM.
Today.
today ends my 2 weeks internship with YOG.
today also means that school is starting next week.
today also means that tomorrow mr azri is competing.
today dad got back from his overseas trip.
today i was late for morning training thanks to the bus.
today i felt like i was on the roller coaster while in stefan's car.
today i jumped under the passing rain.
today marks the 7th day that im having blocked nose :(
today i didnt meet him the whole day.
today i end my day in the office with Spongebob's campfire song song (:
ALL THE BEST TO MR AZRI FOR TOMORROW'S EVENT :D
Friday, June 18, 2010 10:00 PM.
beware !
1. dont expect me to do something without even training me for it.
2. dont be mad at me for not getting it right when its clearly you to blame.
3. that slut can go to hell and whatever la ehk.
4. it drives me nuts when everything has to go your way and you just dont give a damn about others.
5. to that particular someone; get a life please, get your own friends who are of the same age at least, be a man and stand up for yourself la please.jantan ke pe ni?dont step innocent when youre not and dont masuk campur dengan hidup orang lain just because your life isnt interesting enough.just stay away or else my sis would pecah your mulut.so just zip it.
okay, no. 5 is horribly mixed of english and malay.im typing as though im really saying out loud.this is what happens when you get mad.your can convey your anger in any language as long as you get it out of your system.
LOVE THE SKIRTS DEAR!
THANK YOU AZRI :D
Sunday, June 13, 2010 9:57 PM.
think again .
mature |məˈ ch oŏr; -ˈt(y)oŏr|
adjective ( -turer, -turest)
1 fully developed physically; full-grown : she was now a mature woman | owls are sexually mature at one year.
• having reached an advanced stage of mental or emotional development characteristic of an adult : a young man mature beyond his years.this explains it all. but does it really apply in real fact. everyone always say that kids are not mature enough to make decisions, to think whats best for them, to know whats right from wrong, to basically understand the reality of life.
i have always thought that with age, comes maturity. every day, every year you mature. mature by the way you think, speak, response, act.. but i guess, that doesnt really happen.
Friday, June 11, 2010 10:07 PM.
sakit perut vs perut sakit
everything seems to be falling apart today.but before i go into that, let me start from the time i left home. let me first introduce you this low IQ/EQ guy.he leaves a block away from mine,i think.he talks to himself, he sings, he makes stupid noises, he farts and burp real loudly in public. while i was on the bus on the way to toa payoh, he started making snorting sound like a pig. not once and it wasnt slient. everyone was staring at him laa.that was one crazy guy.
second crazy guy was this guy on the escalator down. he was jumping down step by step on the escalator.these people are not kids.they are adults! whats wrong with the country man.its driving people crazy i guess..
when i reach redhill, it was drizzling. it has been drizzling every afternoon since tuesday.usually i walk from the mrt station to the building.save money and i burn some calories at least.when i was about to open up my umbrella, something happened to it which cost me to take the bus instead. it was just a busstop away!
after i end my day at the office, he was waiting for me at the bus stop. we were having dinner together.as usual, both of us were starving but have no idea where to eat. so we head to novena cause i remembered there's magic wok there. on the way there, we were making fools of ourselves.we were joking and being lame and it was like the lamest thing ever! two questions were raised. what is so magical about magic wok and do they serve nasi pattaya. i wonder...
when we reached magic wok, i wanted to sit outside but it seems like no one were on standby to serve any customers outside.and so we sat inside.we sat on the table for six,firstly cause it was at the corner and next, no one was even there to serve us.
then come this guy who was talking really fast and rudely for us to change sit to a table for 4. the guy was a man biatch. he walked in and out of the shop looking down and ignoring the customers. he was also displaying his temper. which he was not suppose to.
as soon as one couple left. we finally decided to make our way too. we were hoping that the other couple and group of friends followed suit. but danks. they were patient enough i guess. however, when we were about to board the bus to our next eating destination, the couple did left.
i was already feeling dizzy because i was super hungry. but it all became worse as the bus smelt of woody type of cheap perfume plus sweats plus god knows what type of smell was in the bus.
in the bus we were already thinking of what to eat at the next food outlet. after the arguing cum joking cum confusing bus ride, we alighted at this stop and walked. we are so funny. even before we fill our stomachs we were already making a fool ourselves. we stumbled upon a dark alley. luckily my knight in his shining amour was there to protect me.. <3
once we were at the food outlet. we chose our seats and i went over to make the order. while waiting for the food to come. my "making a fool" level was at the maximum. every time we joked, i always made a better or so called lame-r jokes to beat him. he always laugh to them no matter how nonsensical the joke was.
when the food came. we stopped whatever we were doing and discussing and gave our fullest attention to our plates. we enjoyed and savored our food. we head our way to our home as soon as we were finished and paid.
while on our way home. azri explained to me the difference between "sakit perut" and "perut sakit". he mentioned that "sakit perut" refers to a thing while "perut sakit" refers to an action sentence. it is the same concept like stomachache and aching stomach. ouh wells. someone is a graduate. :)
he sent me to my doorsteps and we bade our goodbyes.
that was how i spent my day today.
fun and full of jokes.
hearts and kisses.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 9:32 PM.
the little red umbrella
hey cool viewers..
i am back blogging.. my love is like having her dinner at the moment..
so allow me dear readers..
i woke up kinda late today as i had no morning training session..
i had coffee and bread for breakfast.. showered and made my way to meet her..
on the train ride.. my freaking iPhone hanged one me.. it went into a "hibernation" mode.. i was getting panic.. close to perspiring in the train.. i'll be unreachable.. i began to imagine myself using the public phone to call her.. but luckily.. after 10 long freaking minutes.. it restarted itself.. what a total relief..
met her at TP interchange.. sat on the steps and waited for her for quite awhile.. when someone suddenly took the earpiece off my ear.. before i could turn.. i knew it was her.. hahahaha...
with that.. we made our way to the popular.. she wanted to get herself a notebook.. which will act like a logbook for her internship.. she wanted a notebook which is of the right size.. not too thick nor too thin.. cost less than 10 bucks and must be attractive..
one of the notebook that was available on display was a notebook with a "snake" design.. i liokey!!.. it caught my eye.. but she didn't prefer it much.. then it was this notebook which was extremely attractive.. red in colour.. of the right size.. but out of budget.. so next...
after much browsing she finally settled with a notebook that has an abstract flower designs.. simple yet nice.. cheap cheap.. good good..
while she was queueing to pay for her notebook.. i went over to the books section and stumbled upon Jodi Picoult's books.. 3 books for the price of 2.. super duper good deal... showed it to her.. she liked it and thus we got ourselves books for our special day.. yayness
then.. we took the train then made our way to her internship place.. this was the best part of the day.. we walked together after the train ride.. side by side.. hand in hand.. left-right.. left-right.. in the light rain with our little red umbrella..
it was so funny when we crossed at this traffic light when we were not suppose to.. we were laughing our way as i was being persistent in disturbing her..
when we reached the bus stop.. i passed her the book that she wants to read first and the plastic bag for the little red umbrella... we walked towards the other traffic light.. where she waited for me to cross.. holding the little red umbrella.. protecting me from the rain before making her way.. we shouted and joked like nobody's business with each other at that traffic light.. all in the name of love..
when it was "green-man".. we bade good byes.. i crossed.. made my way to training.. while on the other hand.. she made her way to her office..
that is all for today..
see you all soon..
byes..
*we are in the midst of major match making.. wish us luck people*
from the moment our eyes met.. our mind knows what our hearts couldn't comprehend.. i have never felt so much love from someone before.. i could never find enough words to express my love for you.. but i will spend the rest of my days showing you.. you are my living breath.. you are my everything.. you saved me from the worst.. and you never fail to always be there for me.. i yearn to give you the joy you had brought to my life..
ily so much..
happy 5 months dear....
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 8:48 PM.
guess what!?
i started my day with training at st nicks. love training there since i can wake up slightly later. for the very first marie didnt turn up for morning training cause she overslept!
i was supposed to go to the office in the afternoon,but they didnt need me to so my day was free thanks to that.hehe.and so i got myself dressed to meet him. he and his surprises. he wont tell me what or exactly where we are going. all i know was that he wants to go to suntec.so we met at city hall, we walked and window shopped along the way. being me, i was really sleepy and hungry. i think i had my sleepy face on while i was out. so buruk..hahah.like what azri told me ' you will wake up when i show you something'.
and so i did. i was totally wide awake! i was blown away.but i had to stop his plan.he was disappointed, i could tell. but i really love what i saw (:
since the plan didnt work out, we decided to have our early dinner at MFM at marina square. we were enjoying our platter for 2 and indulge ourself with the mudpie! plus, we were making a fool of ourself playing with the chocolate syrup.yummmmmmmy!
by the time i got home it was 7pm. shikin was pissed at me cause she really wanted to go jogging with me. she got new shoes because we have been jogging together for the pass few days. so i had to bring her out no matter what. at around 7.30pm, we made our trip to the stadium but we had to turn back cause they were having a soccer match. luckily shikin wasnt being choosy, we jogged around the estate instead (:
time sure past fast when ure having fun.
thank you love :D
Monday, June 7, 2010 10:59 PM.
my fat boy!
sunday..its the only day that i can wake up late..walk around freely in my house not bathing and just take my time to do things slowly. thats my sunday.but today is totally different.some PEOPLE whom i shall not name, spoil my sunday..
in the afternoon, i was rather fickle minded (so me..) to whether or not to go down to bedok to watch him perform for the closing ceremony for the IVP. After much calling and thought. i made my way down to persisi.well, he told me that he would be performing at 3.30pm, i was rather scared if i miss his 5 minutes performance cause i reached bedok at 3.15pm. i took the bus and walked and that took me a perfect 15 minutes to reach the center. i felt kinda lost cause i was alone and i didnt know i should go and stuff.but i found him and apparently after much waiting for him to perform, they only went off at 4.00pm.hmmm
i was blown away by the crowd, atmosphere and his performance. its my first to attend something like this and i hope it wont be the last (:
after his performance, we cab to mariam's house as she celebrates her 18th today. we were supposed to meet up with boon han and his friends. but jantan nye janji..he was late. the party was good, crazy people with lots of food and one messy bday girl! :D
after spending 2 hours there, taufiq, azri and i left.we walked to white sands cause the guys needed to burn out the calories that they've been collecting at the party.haha (:
tomorrow would be the start of my internship. my 2 weeks of holiday would be gone thanks to it. its gona be everyday for half a day.how am i supposed to survive that!? please god, give me the strength to survive through everything.
i want a loooooonnnnnnnnnnngggggggg hug!
Sunday, June 6, 2010 10:17 PM.
till we meet again .
kindergarden kids made my day today.they were in school to use the swimming pool.its funny that they are here.i mean like theres no kids pool so wouldnt it be dangerous for the kids?hmm..
anyways, while they coming up to the indoor track, they are lining up in two's, holding hands and singing the YOG's cheer.it was adorable!! i wished they sang another song.YOG cheer should be ban from the media..its so lame.
today we didnt manage to catch the sunset.shikin,iffah and i were at the stadium again.with them tagging along was fun.i wonder if people might think they are my kids.hahah!
9/11/10 the day which might change my life.
Friday, June 4, 2010 9:18 PM.
Proud little girl .
2 hours ago coach left for india and he would be away for a week.previously he was away at jakarta for 2 weeks.he is flying everywhere but we are still in singapore.best of all, i would be training 3 days next week and to top it all of, i would be jumping during all comers next weekend.ermm..is he crazy?i think so!!
im like totally not prepared at all.not in the mood and he wants me to jump.thanks for the last minute preparation coach.theres the pro and con for putting me in this position. pro: i dont get burnt out from the long weeks of prepartion.con: my run up is still inconsistent! ouh wells..lets just hold hands and jump together.
for such a long time, i stayed home today.by staying home means i tend to open the fridge door millions of time.so in the evening, with shikin accompanying me, the 2 of us went to the stadium for a jog.for a little girl, she did really well..on the way home, while we were on the bridge over the 'river' hehe.we witnessed the gorgeous sunset.it was really beautiful (:
Thursday, June 3, 2010 10:33 PM.
June is here.it means that we are halfway through the year.fast?slow?you tell me.
its the time of the year which i should be spending but for that to happen, there has to be cash in my wallet.But it seems that i dont see that now. i seriously hate adult ezlink card.its sucking my money.i think in a week i spent my money on traveling and food.
ive got a list of things that i wish to get but i need time to shop and most importantly CASH!
ive just settled my internship with YOG.i would definitely clock more hours then need which means i would be busy most of the time and it includes saturdays.so im psyching myself not to panic and hope everything would be alright.hmmm.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 11:26 PM.
