it seems that ive been emotional these days.things happened unexpectedly and it touched me that i break down.no matter where or when..thats how bad it is.
i realized how things have been going around but i didnt bother to make an effort until it became too late and i begin to feel guilty.guilty that it was partly my fault for not being there and guilty that ive not been that person that you can turn too to talk.i feel like a failure.
today was supposed to be a happy day but people rather be an ass and spoil the day for everyone.though i am not involved in whatever is happening,i still feel as though that people should considerate about other people's feeling.if your motive is to show our sour face and insincere presence, then its better off that person dont turn up at all.
what a waste to be blessed with such a perfect weather, place and company. but just because u rather drag everyone down, you ignore everything else.theres nothing else to be said or rather i should stop here.
thanks for being there dear.we should spin ourself dizzy!
Friday, May 28, 2010 11:15 PM.