for the first time coach was being a 'girl'.he was angry but he didnt say anything.usually he would kept giving comments or comparing us to kindergarden kids.but this time was different.its super obvious that something is not right.he didnt even care if our techniques were wrong.the way he talks was like 'nak tak nak gitu'..
after training,i met idris at causeway point.we went to banquet and i had my carrot cake.i have no idea why the sudden craving.hmm..it was nice meeting him (:
something that i never knew could happen to me.i was never seen that way.hearing it just sucked the whole senses off me.i was lost and confused.i was having doubts.could this be a mistake.did i make the mistake of even coming into the perfect picture?things started off on the wrong foot but only until now that i know.i dont want to be what people say.should i just ignore or should i take in and pretend not to care?im afraid if i prove people right.im afraid once again.is this a mistake?
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 10:30 PM.