i survived first day of hell training.it was alright though, just that i felt as if i was having asthma.hmm.coach said i looked taller (: but thats always the case.i LOOK tall but when i measure my height,doesnt seem that tall after all.hehe.

after training, i met up with him and the group at city hall to have dinner together.though im 'new' in terms of hanging out with them but its as if ive known them long time.even when there was this new girl with us, someone mention that the way i treat her as if ive known her but when actual fact i just met her. well,i guess thats me.i like meeting new people and make them feel 'welcomed'? (:
i know its still early to say.
i know we've yet to get to know each other much closer.
theres something about you that attracts me,but im not sure.
theres a moment of time where i felt as if i was looked down
as if i was stupid to get to know you and that this was just a joke.
because u've left a mark of your past that everybody knows.
its a risk im taking.
its a risk want to take as long as you're willing to change.
its our chapter 8 to take (:
Monday, January 4, 2010 10:12 PM.