every minute counts .
today was the first time that we have 3 hours of lecture for coaching.usually we have both theory and practical but not today.thanks to my afternoon nap,i managed to stay awake for the whole 3 hours.
i have a story to share today;
in the evening,my dad went to visit his friend in the hospital who was in a critical stage due to cancer.the last time he met his friend was 2 years ago,he's friend didnt mention anything about the cancer(maybe he hadnt had it that time or didnt want to tell my dad).but later today,after my dad pick me up from night class, he received a message from an old friend telling him that he's sick friend just passed away..
at that short period of time,anything can happen.can you imagine if my dad decided to visit his friend tomorrow, he wouldnt have a chance to meet his dear friend.when my dad told me the story, i felt like tearing. i was imagining if that would to happen to me..i dont think i can control myself.especially if i were to lose my loved ones..
missing you
Friday, January 29, 2010 11:25 PM.
awww (:
Sunday, January 24, 2010 9:34 PM.
handle with care .
everyone had a great laugh at training today.i likeee! (:
today was supposed to be a cousin's outing but things happened and got messed up.but we managed to meet kak firah and had lunch together before heading different direction.
to kak firah; i guess its time.you dont deserve such treatment.
to hadis; ure such a coward for not being able to say sorry to me.FUCKING COWARD.
we walked around town before heading to arab st.thanks for the day dear (:
' you've got a nice boyfriend (: '
Saturday, January 23, 2010 11:35 PM.
teh tarik with straw. prata with chopsticks.
interesting or dumb?
by the pond (:
Friday, January 22, 2010 11:43 PM.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 9:49 PM.
my winner
how i wish that today's training happens more often.it was a really fast training session today.plus, both mariam and i had rush for a meeting with SAA together with our moms. i have no idea, how the meeting which was supposed to talk about our future in sports went on about getting married and motherhood. -_-
after training, i went home first before having lunch with him.then in the evening, i made my way down to Marina Square to support him in the finals for Teens Magazine Model Search 2010.
since apology to mariam as i asked her to join me but in the end i had to leave her standing on her own.i seriously didnt know my friends booked a seat for me.
after the whole event, we made our way to arab st to join my friends.
that muscular guy? (;
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 11:20 PM.
yadnus pu dekcuf
WHAT A DAY!!! ;
Sunday, January 17, 2010 10:45 PM.
hearts baby boy (:
today's training was very slack.we talked more than we did our exercise.stefan finally come down for training after being in camp for 2 weeks.kinda miss him and his nonsense.but now, with his shaved head,conversations are all about army.but its interesting and funny though.
while i was on the way home from training, i dropped by the Police Academy to watch my sis play football.its funny when i hear stories from her about her opponent. its like they are looking for trouble rather than play football.
in the afternoon,i went out with him.for the first time i didnt buy anything for myself but instead he did shopping.we caught the movie 'New York, I Love You'. its such a funny and good show (: the whole time we were out, he had his MOMENTS;
1. he kept singing,' 1,2,3..' then stop.until i had to ask him if thats the only 3 numbers he knows.
;p
2. of all songs, he randomly sang nasyhid in the train on the way home.
3. he wanted to scare me but instead he scared himself.
4. he tripped while climbing up the stairs at the bridge.
''go in as a couple,come out as a family'' hahaha!
Saturday, January 16, 2010 11:26 PM.
mad rush!
i realized that i have 2 similar timetable (both hard and soft copy) but both states different timing.confused,i asked mariam and desmond as they are the class leader. and both answered 11pm instead of the other,timing which is 10am.
while i was on the way to school,early 10am, i received a message saying that my lecturer is already in class and everyone is to be in class ASAP.haha.makkk bodoh ke pe? apparently, class starts at 10am (: i was quite sure that everyone was either still making their way to school or just woke up (for those who stays at boarding)..
training was alright.hell week is almost over and soon coach is gona start doing technical stuff which i dislike. i dont get why we have to start so early when we're only competing late feb.its gona be stressful once technical starts.dammnzz
and to that bitch.please just stop it.im just sick of seeing you.big fuck!
on the way home,i met up with ben.gosh~ its been a long time since i last saw him.so much taller now.haha.its funny when were talking about the past,during primary school days.hmm.miss those days..
Thursday, January 14, 2010 9:59 PM.
lets go!
its only the first week of school and my head is filled with plans for outings (:
1. travel to port dickson or melaka and stay there for a couple of days with friends
2. go to any pulau at Msia and just chill by the beach.
3. travel up to KL and meet up with cousins.
4. go to JB and chill (singgah selalu! :D)
sound crazy right?i know..i really really hope to do all this.just that i need the time,money and group of people to go with.hmm.
will you travel with me eeyore? (:
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 9:15 PM.
bear+chocolates= loves!
i woke up this morning only to be surprised by a letter lying on the desk.it was dated 8 Jan but i only receive it today.(this happens when u dont check your mailbox often.) the letter was mail to me. it was a Birthday card from Zaki. i totally didnt expect it.it kinda made my day after i had a rather bad night, last night.but things are okay now.THANKS ZAKI (:
training was alright.i realised that all comers are around the corner and the first meet is this weekend.so fast! dickson will be jumping,hopefully he managed to do his best this time round.i'll be competing at the 3rd meet.damzz..
so cutee~!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 10:57 PM.
back to school :(
why did time fly so fast?im want my holidays backkk!
its the first day of school and i had my first lesson in the morning.i wasnt looking forward to it as my lecturer is peggy.i mean i find it weird that she is teaching us.but she promise to be professional about being a lecturer and admin stuff at ASD.and i realized that she's not that bad.hmm.but,somehow along the lesson,i got drifted away and almost fell asleep.hehe :P
an 'accident' happened at the indoor track during training just now.apparently, some table tennis kid was about to cross the track while i was about to start jumping.being blur,he didnt event react to move aside as i was approaching. i couldnt stop in time,on top of that,i was carrying the jacket(weights),so it was harder for me stop it time cause it was heavy.so in the end,i crashed onto him..i was pissed off at his stupidity that i just shouted 'stupid'.luckily,neither one of us were injured.well, coach did taught us to just run into people if they block our way during training (:
now,im sitting in the dinning hall waiting for faris to buy my dinner and lesson to begin at 7.30 later.
hungry.sleepy.missing you.
Monday, January 11, 2010 6:37 PM.
ultimate day!
one word : SPEECHLESS!
loved the afternoon.in love at night (:
Saturday, January 9, 2010 1:40 AM.
lots of love ppl!
first and foremost i would like to THANK all the wonderful people who remembers my special day. (:
turning 18 was the plan but not celebrating it.at 12am this morning,lovely people stayed up to wish me and one group sure made me smile.the sehsan sisters and VT guys,total of 8 people conferencing to wish me.haha..i was totally shocked!
i spent the whole day in school to help out in the AUT yr 1 orientation camp.well,i was rather disappointed to spent my day in school but things turn out good when everybody surprised me.and i guess its was mariam and the group's idea.THANKS GUYS! (:
after everything was over,met him on the way home and it was a moment i definitely will never forget.it was really sweet and sincere of him.i cant say much but just thanking him for making my day. :D
to lili,be strong and voice what you have to say.keeping it in you wont solve anything.i hope you would find the courage and time to do it.im always here if you need me (:
its only the beginning. (:
Thursday, January 7, 2010 10:43 PM.
cant wait! :P
one day, i would love to come up with a policy 'do not disturb my wednesday'. its my only rest day.the only day i can go out and wake up late. i was planning to stay home and rest the whole day tomorrow but i cant because i have to go back to school and settle some stuff for thursday's orientation camp.one thing sucks is that i have to spent the whole day in school running the games for the camp on my birthday.what a great way to turn 18 huh?dammm..
now,im facing another problem.i think my body clock has gone hay wired.i only can fall asleep after 3am.it sucks and im pissed off with myself.i will only wake up feeling worst due to lack of sleep.hmm.
im still waiting for the second half of my pay to come in.it seems that i have to get taufiq a pair of slippers of his choice and in return,i'll make him buy me a pair of shoe of my choice. (:
i dont want to let go,ever.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 11:34 PM.
lock and key (:
i survived first day of hell training.it was alright though, just that i felt as if i was having asthma.hmm.coach said i looked taller (: but thats always the case.i LOOK tall but when i measure my height,doesnt seem that tall after all.hehe.
after training, i met up with him and the group at city hall to have dinner together.though im 'new' in terms of hanging out with them but its as if ive known them long time.even when there was this new girl with us, someone mention that the way i treat her as if ive known her but when actual fact i just met her. well,i guess thats me.i like meeting new people and make them feel 'welcomed'? (:
i know its still early to say.
i know we've yet to get to know each other much closer.
theres something about you that attracts me,but im not sure.
theres a moment of time where i felt as if i was looked down
as if i was stupid to get to know you and that this was just a joke.
because u've left a mark of your past that everybody knows.
its a risk im taking.
its a risk want to take as long as you're willing to change.
its our chapter 8 to take (:
Monday, January 4, 2010 10:12 PM.
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its monday morning, and the house has been really quite without the budak keciks.heaven! but this also means that mom would only have me to 'bully' to do some housework :(
for the pass few days, ive been sleeping real late and last night i went to bed around 8 plus at night to only roll around as i couldnt fall asleep.i was really pissed off with myself. my eyes were really sleepy but my mind was still wide awake.have you ever experience it?
11:43 AM.
MENGIDAM:
coklat : coklat dikatakan mampu mengurangkan kemurungan dan membuat penggemaranya 'melayang'. ini kerana coklat meransang pengeluaran hormon serotonin atau hormon bahagia.
penggemar dark chocolate biasanya menjadi pusat perhatian dalam kumpulan, suka bersosial dan suka bekerjasama dalam pasukan.
golongan yang menyukai coklat putih pula tenang dan introspektif.mereka suka duduk di sudut yang nyaman sambil membaca.
- majalah sutra
Sunday, January 3, 2010 5:33 PM.
Yuna- Deeper Conversation
Is your favourite colour blue?
And do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outer space?
I'm learning you
Is your skin as tan as mine?
Does your hair flow side ways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you
And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....
I've let my guard down for you
And in time you will too
And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....
And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me....
Deeper conversation with me ( x3 )
Deeper conversation....
Does your name rhyme with mine?
im hooked and its your fault (:
Saturday, January 2, 2010 1:11 AM.
cintaku .
HELLLOOO 2010!! :D
today marks the fresh start of a brand NEW YEAR!.Another 12 months full of magical moments and experience. As for me, 2009 has completely shut and vanish in the air.A year which i met and love new people as well as full of emotional challenges for me. now that that is over, all i seek in 2010 is happiness.happiness that would pull me through in my studies,sports and social life.as im speaking,i feel like as a feather as i though ive finally lay down the heavy sack of 2009 that ive been carrying around to the very last second.
i hope you guys feel the same way too, some had a blast during the countdown while others were rather emotional.but thats okay,it shows that we acknowledge the past and its time for us to move on.
i would like to thank the crazy people who i spent my last hours of 2009 with.
New beginning with new friends (:
'lihat dulu kat wajah ku..
renung tajam mataku.
dapat kau memahami aku..'
Friday, January 1, 2010 10:19 AM.
