test your memory skills .
cute?
i didnt win any medal nor i went for this year's 1st Asean School Games and i got the mascot.haha! :D
so sweet of him.
REGRET!thats the only thing that came up to my mind when i saw the pictures of those who went for the trip.haha.so freaking jealous when i saw the farewell party pictures.i bet it was super havoc!hahah..i think i would rather skip the competition part and just go for the dinner party.hehe :P
i was in school the whole day.had 3 hours of lesson with Mr Edgar in the morning before going for training right after that.both mariam and i had the whole afternoon free and we hang out at civic center..waiting as the time to pass and for me to countdown to break my fast.
later at night, we had lesson with Mr Jeff. he is one kind of a lect man..im not sure if he understands what he's talking about the first place.haha.he got me all confused and blur by just listening to him explaining the stuff.
to the dearest Mr Jeff -' you said it best...when you say nothing at all..' :D
Friday, July 31, 2009 11:51 PM.
snap that jack !
last night's conversation got me thinking. things happen for a reason. things change to situation.
i dont like the way i am.i do realised that ive changed somehow but there was a reason to it. well, i definately dont want to stay the way i am now.
there will be a new begining for me im sure.
looking forward to it :)
Thursday, July 30, 2009 11:04 AM.
partyyyy..
my new 'hatiless' boyfriend.haha
As you can see from the pictures,we have nothing better to do.haha.we had to sent 'freddy' or whatever his name is to the rightful owner before class.Today we had lesson both in the morning and night.it seems that today's lesson quite boring.haha.i mean like its as if no one is listening to the lectures..
Mr Ross ended his class atleast 40minutes earlier and he didnt want to dismiss the class.like wth.haha.and he used that 40 minutes to talk about things that non of us was listening too.haha.Then at night class...same thing happen.Mr jeff was talking but no one was listening except the couple.haha.everyone was like so distracted.best of all,faris actually praised about him to that peggy.haha.praised him being better that DR John Tan!
at the end of the lesson, Faris took back all his words.hahaha.nonsense!
im not sure what happening among us but today before and after lesson, we blasted music and was enjoying ourselves. some danced as if they were in a club.haha.so kecohh...everyone was like in the mood of having fun and not study at all.haha.way to go guyss! :)
it was my first day that i pay back me fast.i think?haha.the problem was that i couldnt control my langauge.seriouslyy!i felt as if i failed to pay back my fast even for a day.i could handle training today..but the words that were coming out from my mouth wasnt nice at all..but i manage to stop myself before completing the whole word..so thats okay right?hahaha..jana jana
i had a talked with my malay teacher this afternoon.i like talking to him cause he understands what were going through and he is open to any topic.and i seriously mean any topic!hahah.and one thing about him is that he doesnt tell our problems to other teachers or students..unlike some teachers so always wants to know juicy stories about students..and kept adding up on facebook.hahah.
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
i made a deal with myself today.i really must try to keep to my deal.
Monday, July 27, 2009 11:47 PM.
love to do it again .
Sunday, July 26, 2009 9:35 PM.
saturday
caught u smiling! :D
12:41 AM.
my new name :)
Singapore so small, how to get lost? true true true?hahah
Today's morning class with Mr Edgar was at kallang's MacDonalds.besttt :) but sadly,i didnt buy anything at Mac though the smell was really tempting.hahah.after the lecture,the whole class went to the library at SSC as we are supposed find sources/books to help us out in our summary not more than 500 words. the thought of borrowing some books from other national library got dumped when Mr Edgar told us that most books that we need can only be found at SSC.we would hardly find such books at the other national library.
after some borrowing and photocopying chapters of the book, i went home straight. surprisingly i didnt feel like hanging out.i had the whole afternoon by the way!and i was at home doing some stuff..plus i didnt do training.haha.how slack can i be.muahah.
the only thing that can spoil the weekend is classes on friday night and saturday morning.if only we could remove this from the timetable, that would be WONDERFULLLLL! :D by the way, not only i HATE squeezing in the mrt,I HATE squeezing in the bus too!! thats what happen while i was taking 901.but i got a free ride anyways.hehe.the bus drive didnt realise that i didnt tap my card cause it was really packed with people..ape lagi,buat bodoh uh..hehe
momzy was late tonight,she thought class end at 10pm when it actually ends at 9.30pm.haha.so i had to wait for her all alone..even the rat was accompanying me waiting for momzy.haha
if she came later...i dont know what else accompany me..eeeeeee!ahhhh..im scaring myself..haiyaa.
Today's morning class with Mr Edgar was at kallang's MacDonalds.besttt :) but sadly,i didnt buy anything at Mac though the smell was really tempting.hahah.after the lecture,the whole class went to the library at SSC as we are supposed find sources/books to help us out in our summary not more than 500 words. the thought of borrowing some books from other national library got dumped when Mr Edgar told us that most books that we need can only be found at SSC.we would hardly find such books at the other national library.
after some borrowing and photocopying chapters of the book, i went home straight. surprisingly i didnt feel like hanging out.i had the whole afternoon by the way!and i was at home doing some stuff..plus i didnt do training.haha.how slack can i be.muahah.
the only thing that can spoil the weekend is classes on friday night and saturday morning.if only we could remove this from the timetable, that would be WONDERFULLLLL! :D by the way, not only i HATE squeezing in the mrt,I HATE squeezing in the bus too!! thats what happen while i was taking 901.but i got a free ride anyways.hehe.the bus drive didnt realise that i didnt tap my card cause it was really packed with people..ape lagi,buat bodoh uh..hehe
momzy was late tonight,she thought class end at 10pm when it actually ends at 9.30pm.haha.so i had to wait for her all alone..even the rat was accompanying me waiting for momzy.haha
if she came later...i dont know what else accompany me..eeeeeee!ahhhh..im scaring myself..haiyaa.
Saturday, July 25, 2009 12:03 AM.
...
SOCCER..everything revolves around soccer.hmm.it has been used as an example for management class today.its like the first example has to be related about soccer.but i guess its the simpliest example to give when were talking about it as a sport and how management takes place.
class was alright..for the first time,Faris was really blur in management class.he usually has the best understanding in the topic.well,its because of his day surgery early of the day that he got all blur and hardly remember a thing.he didnt even know how he got his clothes on.haha.thats what he said!..see laa,dont want to listen to me.told him to rest but he rather go to class and in the end nothing can be aborbed into his brain.haha..
training was easy,both mariam and i did our training session in the gym.TO YOU,haha.its kinda obvious that you were afraid of us.trying to hide your face and all.please la..why hide?you did something wrong huh?masih kecik buat hal kecik uh..muahhaha..shit sia..im so evil.
about zulaikah a.k.a maknenek, i kinda feel guilty about what had happen to her.we were doing walking hurdles for training yesterday and we managed to correct her techniques BUT...i think she didnt stretch or what and now she cant step on her right leg,needs crutches to help her..kecohh.on top of that,she is going to the Thai Games this coming August and heard she cant train for a week,hmmm.
i meet him this afternoon before going for training.it seems things are okay between us now.both of us are going our separate ways.nothing but friends now.kinda sad but i guess its time to move on.hmm.ive never imagine of losing him..things happen for a reason.so yeahh..
It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.
Thursday, July 23, 2009 11:21 PM.
For the first time on my Wednesday,i jumped out of bed.lucky for me,my mom wasnt at home to catch me sleeping almost till 11.30am.she would scream i tell you!i actually jumped out of bed and ran around the house making sure that she wasnt home.haha
thanks to aqhari that i woke up,if he didnt message,i think i might sleep pass 12 in the afternoon!i woke up late cause i slept at around 3 am the previous night.hehe
the rest of the day i had training in the afternoon.coach is not around till sunday,so we're training on our own for now.haha :D later at night,i had night class with Mr Ross.he is so funny..we were talking about Singaporeans not eating enough fruits and vegtables.'those who doesnt eat enough fruits and vegtables are just looking forward to have cancer'- Mr Ross.well,the way he said it was really funny.
so much of having nutrition lesson for night,when in the end i had MacDonald on the way home.heheh :P
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.
Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I loved
lova lova!
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Oh, love love
You and I, You and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of, of)
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I am free
Oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of,)
And others just read of
and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words
at the end of the day it was you who matter most to me
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 11:15 PM.
BACKKKKK!!! :D
The trip to IPOH is super duper fun! However the trip there was long one.we took a coach to ipoh and it took around 8 hours.on the bus to ipoh,we played cards and took many many pictures.haha.everyone was snapping pictures away every minute.hahaha.but no one can beat Gou Pei!haha.once he gets hold of the camera,he’ll start taking many pictures of himself.i bet theres lots of pictures of him posing in everyone’s camera.haha
On this trip,we made new friends and everyone could click we one another.just that sometimes they are times that we done stay as a group.some of them I do know how they look like but not their names.however on this trip I managed to get to know all of them and chat with each one atleast once :)
both mariam and I are the only 2 malay girls on the trip and there are atleast 7 malay guys and I stil find elfie and amir abit garang..haha.
I realised one thing about this trip is that,we spent alot on taxi fares and food...its hard to travel around in Ipoh because you have to book a cab to go anywhere.
My competition was quite horrible.sucks!though I got second but my distance wasn’t good.i kept wasting 30cm as I missed the take off board.i didn’t event step on the board and thats horribly bad.i could have land myself at 5.6m++ laaa...wahh.so bingit.i was freaking pissed off with myself.haha.and I was swearing so much during my jumps.heheh...
During free time both me and mariam would go over to the guys room to play cards.the first time we played cards,it got really hilarious that all of us kept laughing non stop.haha.all aceh’s fault.haha.we were playing ‘BLUFF’ but he was too innocent to play the game.haha.
the joker of the trip.SIMON..is forever making us laugh.on the last night of the trip,most of us slept really late.i slept at 5am in the morning!haha.we were just hanging out and laughing away..well,im sure you know what happens on the last day of the trip.muahahaha.
by the time we checked out,most of us looked half dead.haha :)
overall,the trip was super duper fun!one trip i will never forget.hahaha :D
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 11:43 PM.
this morning i almost went for training WITHOUT training attire!hahaha.see laa..this happens when i dont pack my bag the night before.hehe.i realised it when i was waiting for the bus.i quickly walked back home got the attire and got back to the bus stop and yet the bus havent arrive.haha.lucky me :)
training was alrite.did run up with light gates..did only 3 run ups and all the timing getting slower.haha..ish ish ish.then we hit the gym.one thing about MS PEGGY i dont like is that..erm..i just dont like her laa..just like DR SEET!haha.but the female version.so much of being a women.hahaa.so evill..anyways,last night she boast about she having some hot date..haha..kan mariam.kecian date die..
well..thanks to me, taufiq got the discount card from SAA.he made me borrow for him.if he loses the card...im gona personally kill him :) plus,he owes me something!hahah.its a deal.
did nothing much in the afternoon..i managed to finish reading a book.now i left with one book for the trip coming up.
i found out that both my sayangs are not doing well..haiss..problem after problem..when will it end?hmm.
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the show.
Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me downI know,
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but
I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
da dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back(x3)
Just enjoy the show
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 11:07 PM.
back to schooooollllll!
Of all days I had to be late,it has to be the 1st day of second semester! -_-.hahah.all faris’s fault.i was was already on the way to school when he msged me.he said that I was so early.by the way class starts at 10am today..i meani don’t mind being early then late.plus its a new lect this module so should set the right reputation.but after what happen,I guss MR ROSS MACKENZIE is gona label me for being late for class forever!!..haha.i was late,I mean WE were late because I waited for faris at causeway and accompanied him at Mac for his breakfast.
By the time,we reached class,exactly at 10!everyone was in class and mariam said that he started talking for some time already.PLUS lecture notes were already given out.i felt kinda horrible though.so I tried to be good and listen in class,anndd..haha.tak menjadi!i tried to understand what his was talking about.my brain was abit jammed after the holidays.haha.didnt do any reading before hand cause I didn’t even have any books this semester!hahah.kecohh..how to study.but we do have notes.but sometimes thats not enough.both mariam and I ordered our book quite late and the guy told us that the books would only come at September.by the time our exams are over.haha.tkpela.kirim salam kat buku tu sudah!muahahah
After class,mariam,faris and I went to the void deck to hang out for while.as usual,we don’t know where else to go.but faris went off half way and both marie and I went to the library to use the internet as the one at the void deck wasn’t working.nothing better else to do,i did some quiz on facebook and the result of one of the quiz kinda caught my attention.it was like the result was smacked onto my face!i kept laughing cause I couldn’t believe it but I guess its true.sigh sigh...
Training was really bad for me.i don’t know why I couldn’t jump properly today.i really hope its not because of what ive been thought recently.hmm.i really don’t want to screw up now!ive been training really hard for this competition.hmm.everything was in place.please don’t screw up nowww..
The guys today was really one bastards!everyword I said sure to comment.i got really annoyed with them but sometimes cant helped it but to laugh along cause its really funny. Hahaha
Night class was alright.kinda boring though because we already learnt some of the stuff lastr semester but the lecturer this time is much better.somehow he is more detailed and he speaks clearly.not that Dr John doesn’t,but sometime it seems like he’s talking to him self.hehe.
While I was in the car on the way home just now,the radio was playing IF I WAS A BOY by Beyonce
[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy
dont close the book,just turn over a new page
Monday, July 13, 2009 11:02 PM.
rainbow after rain .
dilah tukang buat,lain tukang makan :P
chocolate cupcake.this morning was abit kecoh for me.haha.lesson learnt for mariam!it was drizzling at my place this morning,and i received a called from mariam telling me that trainning is now in school.lucky for me i was still at home.few minutes later,i received another call from mariam and told me that coach told her to train on our own..haha.i was happy for a second before mariam told me that she was already in school.haha.aiyoo.and obviously the rest of the group is not gona turn up for training.knowing that she was all alone in school,i still went down for 'training'.hehe
it was our best training ever!all we did was talk and walked 10 rounds around the track.and we just kept talking and talking and talking.hahah.we were just releasing our stress and problems.plus we lose weight!hehe.not so sure about that but they say you have to jog 10 rounds around the track to lose the fats or something like that right..??haha..our 'training' lasted for 1 hour :)
i think this could be a good and useful way to release stress.all you need is ur closest friend,walked around and just talk!
by the time i reached home,it was 11am.i was on the comp for awhile before falling asleep at 12 and only to wake up 2 hours later.i felt kinda wierd cause i hardly sleep around this time.seeing my mom getting ready for a wedding,i decided to follow her.haha.it was really random of me.usually i rather stay home then follow my parents to weddings.so only shikin and i followed while iffah went for the national day parade rehersal and dilah stayed home and baked some cupcakes.
after the wedding,we went to Thomson Plaza for fun.its been awhile since my family went there.i bought a couple of stuff and my mom said i've robbed her enough for the day.hehe..
just a couple hours ago,my sisters and i were surfing through youtube and my mom was with us.i showed her some videos of the Japanese game show and it was getting scary!haha.my mom laughed so hard and i started to get scared,haha.ive never seen her laugh so hard and so long.haha.it was really funny.
my dad was busy helping out at a racial harmony party at the void deck.he's an RC member,so whenever there is such party or block gathering,he has to help out.surprisingly,after the event,he came back with this huge box filled with tidbits and atleast 6 packets of happy meal.haha.for the first time,we had free MacDonalds.6 happy meals!! :)
im sure by now,eveybody has heard of Zee Avi.she appeared in Mtv for bitter heart.you so have to listen to 'kantoi' one of her songs,you'll get addicted for sure.shikin has been singing the song one whole day!
We could pretend that we are friends tonight And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
(its not as easy as that)
Saturday, July 11, 2009 10:33 PM.
crushed
GUESS WHAT?!?hahaha.this sounds lame but i was so happy when i saw my handphone bill this afternoon.for the first time in my years of using handphone my bill was LESS then $50.im using the youth plan right now so that explains why.hehe.why couldnt they have this plan when i was in secondary school!goshhh..my bills were forever giving me problems back then.haha.i always have to think of thousands of reasons to tell my dad why my bill so high.hehe.
while i was on the way home,i was looking for some sweets that i promise buying for shikin.i kinda bribe her yesterday to follow my mom to go to the neighbour's house.hehe.but sadly i could find it,i even went to the 7eleven near my primary school,hoping to find it.but i wasted my time and money.by that time,the secondary school ended,so the bus stop was full with students.and there was this group of guys,i think sec 1,they were swearing like nobody bussiness..ish ish ish...kecik-kecik dah maki-maki..
i spent the whole afternoon at home,eat.watch tv.sleep.on the phone.what a boring afternoon!
just hope the weekend something exciting happens.haha :D
it was just a holiday fling.doesnt mean anything.both is guilty
Friday, July 10, 2009 9:39 PM.
birthday boy!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO AQHARI!Finally someone has turn 18 today and sadly,his birthday present was an operation on his knee.his dream of getting his motorbike license is now gone.haha.
for his special day,i had it all planned out :D
i had to go through 2 of the most important people to get this plan worked out.haha..one thing for sure is that never call someone who just woke up in the morning.hehe.im so sorry min!
so after training around 3pm,i met mariam(i had to drag her with me) at toa payoh to buy a tiny cake and a balloon.once we reached his house,it was a really good timing as his mom was at the door with another lady,so when we came in,aqhari who was in the room didnt suspect anything.hahaha.
you should have seen the shocked on his face,i think he stoned for awhile.hahah.so yeah.the 3 of us just hang out for awhile.wasted min couldnt make it.then it'll be the 4 of us friends.
i know things wont be the same and we shouldnt have gone too far.cause in the end,what it left is hurt again.mustnt hope,never hope.im hooked now.fcuk it.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 9:53 PM.
surprise!
why do people only realised or regret only after losing someone forever?
R.I.P MJ
this afternoon,i managed to finally head down to bugis to buy some stuff and met marie.we walked around Bugis Street and i bumped to some old primary school friends.sadly,i forgot her name.hehe.jan jan...
after walking around,we walked over to Haji lane and took some pictures and went to the shop that we've been eyeing for to get the heels and bag.By 5,marie had to go off and i spent my time at the national library.
hopefully i can meet up with the birthday boy tomrrow.someone turning 18!haha :D
oxox
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 10:01 PM.
i almost went back to my bad habit during training today.we were doing jumps at the pit and it seems today i wasnt really getting it right..i reallly cant lose my forcus now,not with the competition only a week away...so fast.haha.by the way,heard that we're gona take the train up to msia.haha.it would be a 11 hr ride!well,atleast we can move around.but im not if its confirm.
after training,i got a ride home from stefan and went to vist aqhari before his operation.kinda nervous for him.well,seems like thingswent smoothly but he has a long way to recover and do his rehab.
tomorrow is the 8th .
i read something that i wrote 1 year ago.couldnt help smiling and tried not to tear.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 11:14 PM.
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Youth Day and i still have to wake up for training today.not fair!the whole house was really quite this morning.while my sisters were enjoying sleeping i was busy getting ready to go for training.while i was on the bus to the mrt station,there was this primary school girl who was on her way to school.haha.joker!when the bus passed her school,the gate was closed.hahah.ape punye budak..
training was good today,we did run up.i just realised that school starts next week!!and after a few days later, i'll be skipping school due to an overseas competition.hehe.
after training,i took the bus with mariam to go to Tampines,heading to my granny's house.my mom called all my aunts and cousin down as eveyone was having school holiday.did nothing much,just hang around and played cards.ive gt a cousin who is about 3 years old,he is the youngest among us.he is sooo adorable!every minute he is surrounded by ladies.haha.im sure when he grows up,he would be the charming prince :)
after my granny's place,we went over to my dad's friend's house to watch a video of them playing soccer yesterday.it was so funny watching the dads playing.i wonder what happened to all the hat tricks they were telling me about when they were still in school.hmmm.haha
this song is now stuck in my head;
Zaibaktian - Lelaki Baru
Apa khabar
Engkau disana
Moga kau
Baik-baik sahaja
Aku ingin engkau tahu
Ku selalu
Merindukan kamu
Apa khabar
Org tua mu
Masihkah lagi
Marah padaku
Ku harap tidak begitu
Kerna aku
Tak seperti dulu
Dan aku
Kini kembali (dan aku kini kembali)
Sebagai lelaki yang baru
Kini aku
Pulang kepadamu
Wahai kasihku
Seperti mana yang ku janjikan
Waktu dahulu
Kepulangan aku ini
Untuk menyambung
Cintaku kembali
Terimalah diriku kembali
Wahai sayangku
Maafkanlah aku kerna terpaksa meninggalkanmu
Kerna itu yg terbaik
Kini aku pulang sebagai
Lelaki baru
its tomorrow.hope everything goes smoothly.i'll pray for you
Monday, July 6, 2009 10:46 PM.
family gathering
Finally the day has come where the dads have been looking forward to since the begining of the week. :D they were looking forward to play soccer and have picnic together with the rest of the families.
at first the weather wasnt really good.it was raining heavily around the early afternoon and i thought the plan was gona cancel but plan was still on.there were 4 families all together and we met up at East Coast Park.it wasnt raining when we reached the park but the sky was grey.
lucky for us,there was already a huge tent set up on the field.so we took the advantage to settle down at the covered area.
while the guys busy playing soccer,the ladies were busy chatting and eating non-stop with the food each family brought from home.haha.that includes me.hehe..well,atleast i have training tomorrow to burnt it all from today.hehe
sadly,the 'captain' of my family didnt join us as she had a friendly match against NTU in the afternoon.haha.hearing from her stories,it seems she is doing well with her soccer.baik uh dilah!haha.
obviously,the rest of my sisters and i played our own lil game,justing kicking the ball around.it was really fun.its been awhile since i played soccer.haha.i think the last time i played was in school with the jumpers.kecohhh!
as time goes by,the weather got worst.it started raining at the park and everyone just sat around under the tent while enjoying themself with the food and chat.
By 7 plus,we got packed up and left the place for home :)
Sunday, July 5, 2009 10:18 PM.
sat ur day
today's weather was really nice and for once it wasnt really hot and humid at Gombak.training was alrite but the hightly of the day was when we had an accident on the track.its the first time i see something like this happened.Dickson hit a primary school girl as he was about to do striding.it happened so fast and everbody was shocked.the next thing we know was that both Dickson and the little girl was on the track.
the girl was crying non stop.she even vomitted awhile later after being hit..pity the little girl,cant imagine if iffah was the one who got hitted by Dickson..huge difference in size man!
whats next?
12:13 AM.
sad sad situation
today's training was quite slack.i found out that coach wasnt coming after we jogged.thanks coach!stefan and calvin knew he wasnt coming so both were super late,ouh so was dickson.haha.we still did our training for the day and slacked at the gym..
after training,i went home for awhile before visiting a friend.i just pray that the operation runs smoothly and he will recover well.we hangout for awhile before heading down to Bishan stadium to watch the track finals.the crowd was so much better then the previous days..the 100m race was what all of us were waiting for.it was so exiciting!haha.Singapore came in 3rd,it was a close called as the 2nd and 3rd placing was super close.
after the whole event finished,a group of us went to eat before heading back home :)
easy to forgive but hard to forget.if there are things i didnt know of.i dont want to know it now.u couldnt trust me but u cloudnt trust urself either.
Friday, July 3, 2009 10:03 PM.
Impromptu planning works well.
its the 1st of July and i had a good begining for the new month :)
its wednesday and i didnt have training today.as usual i would have my outing plans.hehe.well,today's plan was supposed to meet mariam at Bishan to buy our school books and head down the the stadium to watch some track and field events.
BUT...in the end,we met up at Little India.haha.we got our eyebrows done and after that we decided to go Chinatown.we had no idea where to go to and it was still early to go to the stadium.so Chinatown was the next stop.we were like tourist there.haha.we just walked around and explore the place.after Chinatown,we decided to go to town.we were planning to walk to town as we know that Clarke Quay was nearby already.it was like our 3rd adventure!haha.but this time was only the 2 of us.the 1st was with taufiq and the 2nd was with faris :D however we cheated and took the bus instead.hehe..
once we reached town,i contacted aqhari who was in town for his scan.it was the first time i met him after so long and i could see that his condition wasnt that good due to his injured knee.i felt pity for him,it kinda hurts me seeing the way he walks with his crutches and all.hope he recovers soon.well,nobody likes to be injured.it just sucks.but we have to deal with whatever happened and recover from it.
after town,we FINALLY made our way to Bishan.haha.we got the tickets at $9.kecoh rightt?its like the price of a meal.haha..and there was this man and his son who was at the stadium.and ramdomly asking us if the ticket is for the rest of the days or for 1 day.we told him that it was for 1 day and he started 'complaining' at us how expensive the ticket is.i mean its true,both me and mariam was complaining about the price too.haha.we should have free tickets man!:P
after the whole event ended,Ms Jenny passed free tickets to watch the soccer guys playing at Jalan Besar.Taufiq,Maybelline,Mariam and I took a cab and went Jalan Besar.by the time we reached the stadium,they were at half time and the score was 2-0,china-spore.it was packed with the ssp kids but obviously we didnt seat with them.the match was oklah..final score was 3-0
after the match was over,knowing min was at hougang for a match at around 7 i think..mariam wanted to go but because of me.she didnt went.hehe.sorry!saturday KALAU jadi,aku blanje kau k?hehe
be strong.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 10:20 PM.
