survived today's training at Gombak today.i dont really like training there especially in the morning cause of the heat.seriously hot..and one thing,run up and Gombak dont go well together.haha.both just drain your energy out!
i had a long trip back home after training and i did my best to stay awake though i was really tired.never want to repeat history!hahah :P
i was supposed to catch up with my rest during the afternoon.but i didnt even get to lie down.so my afternoon was burnt doing other things rather then sleep.i just hope i get a good night sleep tonight.
i find it quite hard to fall asleep these few nights.ive no idea why.hmm.everytime i close my eyes,memories pass through me.
i spent my night watching Slumdog Millionarie with the sisters and my dad.its a really good show.i know its been sometime since the movie came out but i didnt have the chance to watch it..so if you're like me and is yet to watch it.go watch..'its destiny.'hahah
he didnt give up looking for her
Monday, June 29, 2009 10:40 PM.
food.shop.more food :)
Iffah.Dilah.Kin enjoying themselves 
kak jannah belanja ice cream!
lovely couple :)
BACK! :)
I was away during the weekend to Malaysia for just a short trip.i finally managed to get away from things here and just enjoy myself there.though its just 2 days,kinda worth it.the best part of the trip is the 'pasar malam' i went.usually in singapore the'pasar malam' usually doesnt really last through the night.if im wrong im sorry,hardly go to any 'pasar malam' here in singapore,nott even at toa payoh.hehe.anyways,in Malaysia,it starts only at 9pm and last till 4am in the morning.besttt!
it was fun seeing the things they have.well,its the usually stuffs.lots of clothes,caps,shoes...
i stayed over at my aunt's place.so we safe money on hotel :)besides that,we get to bond with them during the stay.thats much more important :D
after the weekend of non-stop eating.hehe.the thought of training right now kills me.got to burn all those food starting tomorrow.sighh..i think i need a longer break!haha
please takecare and recover soon!!
Sunday, June 28, 2009 10:06 PM.
not there anymore
i had the most weirdest dream last night.and its quite surprising as i hardly dream about anything.it was parts and pieces of things i know,saw and read after spending hours on the computer late into the night.hmm.the person who i dislike the most was in it too.im trying my best not to say 'hate' cause i know 'hate' is such a strong word.
one thing for sure is that coach was right about having some aches around the abs.im aching everywhere.we had gym yesterday and he made us do some new exercise that helps to strengthen our core muscles.but now,parts of my body is aching especially the shoulders.a good massage would really help me now :)
despite not having training for today,i still had to make my way down to school for a meeting.it was for the 2010 aut batch,a group of us are in charged for their orientation camp.i just found out that it will be the last batch for AUT.cause now the school is having a 6 years programme for the students.i guess there wont be any through train programme anymore.
after the meeting,i was supposed to meet someone and we've planned of having dinner together.but it got cancelled cause for some good reason.i just hope we get to meet and hang out soon :)
mariam is finally back.and we,actually i talked non-stop.hahah.just updating her about stuffs.haha.so kecoh..
one thing i love about walking home is that,i get the time to think things through..about the past,present and the future.i used to have someone to talk too.but now is just me.the present.haha.well who knows the future... :p
unsettled bussiness
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 9:40 PM.
...
today's training was alright.kinda slack.which i was hoping for anyways.haha.i spent the rest of the day sleeping,felt so lazy.thought training was slack i had a hard time sleeping last night.hmmm
sometimes its easier not to know things that might hurt us or just affect us in some way.it sucks if it does but sometimes we cant control some things.
sometimes dont you wish you have some magic powers to turn back time and just correct all the mistake that happened.
sometimes dont you wish you could take back those words that you say.
sometimes dont you wish people would stick to their promises.well we're not perfect thats understood,but still....
sometimes do you cry for no reason..haha.just that sudden feeling
sometimes we just have to accept it all.
sometimes i wish i could play among the clouds
Monday, June 22, 2009 10:08 PM.
s.u.n.d.a.y
Lazy sunday is the day.i spent the whole day at home and watched online movie again.haha.but sadly i had to stop halfway cause i had to do other important stuff according to my mom.theres another movie which i watch halfway.PS i love you.the last time i was watching it was with him.but ive not continue watching it since then.the show is soo touching!
someone is turning 18 in 18 days time!(old jersey no.)and he is expecting a present.haha..well,all i know is that he cant wait to get his bike.which obviously he has to pass to get his licences first :)
what more can he ask for after turning 18?enjoy la die..
its Father's Day today,but we did nothing special.haha..evil right?but because we celebrated last night i guess it was enough.hehe..
it could have been..
Sunday, June 21, 2009 11:15 PM.
its not over yet..
Today for the first time All comers was held at Bishan which is good cause its close to my place.hehe.and it the first time that they made is so formal!!like seriously la its only All Comers people.they set up announcer and jumpers have to report before going to the pit.i guess they we training for the AYG which is coming soon.the Qatar team competed today as well.
My jumps wasnt that good.hmm.i kept screwing up.i pity my juniors because they had to jump so that to fill people up for the event for me.hehe.in the end i didnt jump that well.plus my heel is still giving me problems.it hurts everytime i jump.sighhhh.Cheng didnt do well either.heard he had lots of fault jumps.hmm.After the event,coach told me that he would be sending me and marie to taiwan this coming July.but im not sure if its confirm yet.but most probably i guess.
Mariam when are you coming back!?
On the way home,gail, mr blueberry and i went to get bubbletea and me bumped to Dom.we chatted for awhile before going our separate ways.
When i reached home,around late 6pm.i was welcomed with burger and bbq chicken.haha.yummy!today is slightly special for my dad's saturday night out.haha.he invited his members and thier family over to our house to celebrate 'Father's Day' which is tomorrow i think.haha.one thing about staying ground floor,its easy for my dad to hangout with his friends at the back of the house enjoying the wind if the night is cooling and do his bbq.and i have a feeling that the night might last to morning.haha.
Get well soon and please get enough rest :)
Saturday, June 20, 2009 10:37 PM.
...
All the best to those who is competiting at All Comers at Bishan tomorrow :)
im jumping too!
Like what ive just said,you might know something about me but thats only half the story.ask me and i'll tell you the other half IF youre nice to me.sometimes i wonder what youre trying to prove to me.one minute ure making fun of me and disturbing me but the next minute you changed totally.how am i to react to that?hmm
but i guess now i know why.
dont mess with someone who knows muay thai!
Friday, June 19, 2009 8:21 PM.
GX5 anyone?
WOHOOOO~! what a day today..busy busy.haha.i had my last attachment with the Silat Federation.kinda sad that its the last,cause ive completed my 25hours which was supposed to due so long ago but because both Faris and i owe them 5 more hours,we had to come back.I dont mind going back actually.the staffs are very nice and cool.haha.
so i met Faris at KFC before heading to the Federation and we had to help out sort some passes and tags for thier National Competition coming up this weekend.We worked from 11pm-4pm.After that, the both of us headed down to Raffles City because he wanted to see something.Plus i was on the way to Clarke Quay for a dinner meeting with the track girls :) After walking around for awhile,we bumped into Audrey from bowling who is noe doing Law..so dont mess with her people!haha.i was kinda shcoked to see her,couldnt recognize her for minute.i was still starring at her when she was talking to me.haha.ape la jann..
From there,both Faris and i walked to Clarke Quay.it was really hot mann..by the time we reached around 5pm and i only gona meet the rest at 6.so decided to take the opportunity to walk around Central.the place is quite big but theres nothing interesting about it.boriiiinnnnngggggg.
Finally met the girls,we walked around abit and had dinner.its been awhile since we all went out together so tonite was really fun.but sadly marie and piriyah couldnt make it cause marie is away and piriyah's dad didnt allow her cause its at Clarke Quay.ermmm..okay.haha
After dinner we went by the river and just hangout while took lots of pictures.OUHHH! ruben(noreen's bf) joinned halfway and he was our cameraman...as usually im dying to get on the GX5.haha.I found out the it cost $45.and theres a package for both GX5 and GMAX for $60.really really..i checked it out.hehe :)
Mei xian and I had a free ride home as my dad picked us up. :)
Thanks to mel,for gathering us together and we had fun after along time.
Lots of love to mei xian,divya,amanda,melody,noreen and not forgetting the 2 girls who couldnt make it mariam and piriyah. :D
Thursday, June 18, 2009 10:14 PM.
7.8.9.
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
Close enough for you to taste
The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 9:21 PM.
123
i started my day by reading some articles on the newspaper.i was reading the sports section on the malay paper when i came across an article about the U23 soccer boys.i saw some familliar names for the squad,just want to wish CONGRATS TO THEM :D
training was okay today.i was much more stable during training than i was yesterday.though i was feeling much better,its my heel thats giving me the problems.sighhh.i need a new heel!!anyone?haha.on the way home,i stop by the library to dropped some books i borrowed few weeks back.after that i head home.
i had a boring yet relaxing afternoon in my room.i was watching Rachel Getting Married online which Anne Hathaway was one of the actresses.the show was kinda slow but it was good in terms it showed some sister bonding along away.i admire Anne Hathaway very much.she is so elegent .Just like when she played as a princess in Princess Diaries 1 &2.and i love the way she dressed up in Devil wears Prada.she is one gorgeous lady.
one thing that i want to make things clear is that,i totally dislike people talking behind my back.well,im sure there is some gossips going around out there about me.im not sure if this is true but whatever it is,im not bothered.i didnt do anything wrong or broke any rules.so if anybody is creating stories about me,they are just bored or just trying to spike me.
for that person who thinks he knows all,you should start to realize that you only half of the story if is related to me.
Love is like a rose.it looks beautiful on the outside...but there is always pain hidden somewhere.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 8:20 PM.
YESTERDAY: We had our first Sea junior outing after the trip. it was Reyor a.k.a the birthday boy who brought us together. Though i was just recovering from being sick, i went out to join them. Missing out the fun would just kill me.haha.i thought everyone would turn up but all did.tNevertheless,those who were around still managed to make the outing fun,especially with avi,everyone would have a great laugh.the joker!haha.
we watched GHOST OF THE GIRLFRIEND PAST at Cathay.its a really nice show.must watch if youre deciding to catch a movie any time soon.i think all of us learnt something from the show.well, it is about relationships..so must watch!after the movie,the group was deciding what to do and where to go.i was already planning to head home and rest.thats about it for my sunday :)
TODAY: i almost fainted during training today.i didnt train the last 3 days and i was still recovering,i felt super weak.no joke man.Calvin told me i looked pale and i was about to collapsed infront of coach but i tried to stay awake,didnt want to create a scene.Coach was understanding and told to stop whatever i was doing.he even told Stefan to drive me home.its good that atleast one of your teammate can drive.haha.its not my first time that Stefan drove me home but still, i shoudnt take him for granted.
once i reached home,my plan was to eat and rest for the rest of the day.but when i heard my sis is going to novena to shop for some clothes,i had to follow.haha.i cant helped it,i have the urge to shop!i managed to get a top,bottom and a pair of shoes.haha.but im still yet to get more stuff.hmm,with my shopping partner being away,its kinda hard to go out now..hehe.
anyways,theres this song/tune stuck in my head thanks to my sis.i dont relate to the lyrics but more to the melody of it,especially the chrous part :)
DIDICAZLI-Dambaan
ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
andainya ditafsir terselah
makna yang tersembunyi
renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa
bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama
semakin berputik perassan ini
kini baru kusedari
selama ini kau ku sayangi
andai bukan itu hakikatnya
mangapa rindu yang ku rasa
mungkin tiada ku fahami
tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
beban rahsia kian membakar diri
kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
mungkinkah dibiar terdamar
kasih tak kesampaian
naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta
kini baru kusedari
selama ini kau ku sayangi
andai bukan itu hakikatnya
mangapa rindu yang ku rasa
selama ini kau ku sayangi
andai bukan itu hakikatnya
mangapa rindu yang ku rasa
mungkin tiada ku fahami
tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
beban rahsia kian membakar diri
tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
beban rahsia kian membakar diri
ikhlas ku nyatakan
kau yang ku sayangi
kau yang ku cintai
walau tak mampu ku miliki
ingin ku luahkan
mungkin satu hari
kan terbuka pintu hati
dapat juga kau terima
diriku akhirnya
ikhlas ku nyatakan
kau yang ku sayangi
kau yang ku cintai
walau tak mampu ku miliki
kau yang ku sayangi
kau yang ku cintai
walau tak mampu ku miliki
ingin ku luahkan
mungkin satu hari
kan terbuka pintu hati
dapat juga kau terima
diriku akhirnya
mungkin satu hari
kan terbuka pintu hati
dapat juga kau terima
diriku akhirnya
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3S7sCmza-Q&feature=related
Monday, June 15, 2009 8:04 PM.
Sweet Trouble.
Finally after 2 days of sick, i went to visit the doctor.we had to travel all the way to tampines to visit the doctor.haha.far right?well,i grew up around tampines so if i need to see the doctor i'll go there.even for a haircut..haha.
my medication cost my dad $32.being sick not only you have to keep resting but also need money.No Money No Recover.if your the lucky one who doesnt need medication.then your lucky la..haha.while the doc was checking my temperature and all he kept insisting me to rest to home,but being stubborn.hehe.i told him i wana go out.haha.we had a lil yet joking kind of arguement.haha.who talks back to the doc??i just did.haha.
All i did today was sleep due to the medication which makes me drowsy.i hardly had anything to eat today.just didnt the mood to.i hope being sick this weekend will affect me next weekend as i would have to compete for All Comers at Bishan!finally somewhere near my place.haha.anyways,ive been reading this book that i borrowed and i just simply cant put it down.i even got scolded by my mom because i was reading the book when i was supposed to relax and rest properly.i love to read romance kinda book.so yeah..haha.i really love this book cause i really feel what the character was facing.i had lots of flashback about my last relationship while reading this book,thats the downside part.its written by SUSAN MALLERY,Sweet Trouble.you so have to read it if your into such books.
i told mariam about it and she was excited about reading it.we love reading such romantic kind of books and sometimes we share some lines we get from the books.haha.talking about mariam,she would be away for a couple of days and im left alone.thanks partner!haha...nola..just joking :p
''he wanted me to fall in love with him so he could rip out my heart''
Saturday, June 13, 2009 8:53 PM.
new buddies :)
its the second day that im sick and this time its much worst.though my sore throat managed to recover but not my running nose.sighh..obviously i skipped training today and definately tomorrow,heard my coach is going away for a holiday with his wife.finally!!which means no training for us too.hehe.but to think back,i will be resting for 3 days..hmm.it can be both a good and bad thing.usually after 3 days of no training,my body tends to be all lazy and all when have to start training again and i hate the feeling.
not going to school today for training means i cant check my results,but thanks to mariam she kindly checked it for me while i was still in bed.hehe.for my first exam results in taking a Diploma,wasnt that bad..i think..haha.its quite scary getting to know the results.not only because we get to see how well we did but also because if we didnt meet our targeted grade,we would have to go through some counselling.they want to know why we didnt reach our grade..merepek la sey..hehe.
i have new buddies starting to day.everywhere i go,my book,handphone and a box of tissue will follow me.haha.mentioning about tissue box..i used up a whole box of it!haha..just me alone blowing my nose..haha.horrible rite.my dearest youngest sis asked me if i was hungry because i kept asking for the tissuse.she thinks im eating tissue..
not going to school today for training means i cant check my results,but thanks to mariam she kindly checked it for me while i was still in bed.hehe.for my first exam results in taking a Diploma,wasnt that bad..i think..haha.its quite scary getting to know the results.not only because we get to see how well we did but also because if we didnt meet our targeted grade,we would have to go through some counselling.they want to know why we didnt reach our grade..merepek la sey..hehe.
i have new buddies starting to day.everywhere i go,my book,handphone and a box of tissue will follow me.haha.mentioning about tissue box..i used up a whole box of it!haha..just me alone blowing my nose..haha.horrible rite.my dearest youngest sis asked me if i was hungry because i kept asking for the tissuse.she thinks im eating tissue..
i really hope i'll recover soon.i wouldnt want to miss out the fun on sunday! :D
Friday, June 12, 2009 9:08 PM.
sexy voice and running nose! :(
today's training was alrite.but i was feeling horrible.i was having sore throat and was coughing during training.i wasnt feeling well the day before but i didnt rest.hehe.before heading home,i managed to borrow some books from woodlands regional library.so after i reach home,i got my rest and my mom 'quarantine' me in my room.haha!it was so peaceful especially if u have sisters like mine :)
with a book,handphone,a box of tissue and my comfortable bed,i had a good rest.but my throat and nose was still quite horrible.it still does right now..hmm
most prob i might skip training tomorrow,i wouldnt want the whole group to fall sick because of me.i heard that Dickson got sick too and mr blueberry having headache.i think its the effect after Vietnam trip.it was really hot and the air was really polluted by the vehicles.i just hope the rest of the group are well and alright.
-love is much like a wild rose,beautiful and calm,but willing to draw blood in its defence-
Thursday, June 11, 2009 9:11 PM.
tourist of the day
its been awhile since ive blog.theres so many things to write about.wells,ive just came back from an overseas competition.SEA Juniors at Vietnam.Overall the trip was fun and the team get along well with each other.but as usual,sure there are some who likes to disturb others.but nothing so serious.the competiton was oklah..kinda sad with my performance though.could have done better.plus my heel is yet to recover fully.hmm.i was quite happy to meet some of my friends from the other countries,the last time i saw them was about 1 or 2 years ago..
one thing about Vietnam is that thier traffic is packed with motobikes.the only way to cross the road is just to walk strainght and no to be afraid of getting hit.haha.they would somehow avoid knocking you down but they will not stop for sure.cool right?haha.ouh!and guess what??its my second trip of the year that i didnt do any shopping!!how sad is that.haha.but there wasnt anything nice to buy so yea..
today,i spent my whole day out with mariam and taufiq..treat him to lunch.it was a belated birthday treat that we promised him a long time ago.hehe.after lunch,we walked from town to clarke quay.it was tiring but super fun!we took lots of pictures along the way.one thing for sure,the nxt time the 3 of us wana go out,we have to bring a map along.haha.it was the second time that we went out and got lost.haha.ish ish ish..we spent the whole time walking under the sun.but it was really fun. :D
the nxt time i go to clarke quay.i so want to ride on the GX5..i think thats its name.haha.it the one beside GMAX.but not so scary.it swings side to side..and taufiq is afraid of the ride!hahaha.there are 5 sits on it..so theres 2 more slots.be nice and we might ask u to join us.haha.its just a plan.ive been wanting to get on it since my birthday!but no one want to join me.sad rightt?
he who wants a rose must respect the thorn
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 10:12 PM.
