busy.tired.pain
For the pass few days ive been slightly busy.anyways,my weekend was burnt due to National Juniors at Bukit Gombak.i had long jump on sat and triple on sun(today).observing from today's meet, there were a few competitors.it wasnt like last time when there were lots more.maybe its because of all comers and some didnt managed to qualify so they couldnt take part and all.but its quite sad cause theres not much competion.wells,its good and bad
besides competition,my uncle had his wedding and sadly i couldnt attend it.it really sucks!i didnt manage to join the fun and happy moments with my relatives.and they were all asking for me cause i was the only one from my family wasnt there.sighh..huge gathering hardly happens and if it does,it maybe because of some festive or open house.hahah.arghh!so wasted.well,i guess i have to wait for the nxt wedding to happen and not miss out this time.haha.
nxt week hopefully i'll be going away for a competiton.hmm.i just hope everything will work out for me and my heel gets better soon.i sacrificed my triple jump today and ran through all of my 6 jumps! due to the pain.felt kinda horrible for not even getting a distance.hmm.but i hope its worth it for my up coming competition.
for those who are taking their mother tounge O lvls paper tomorrow.i wish you guys all the best!! :D
even losing you i shant have lied.
it's evident the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like a disaster.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 6:15 PM.
what you see is what you get.
today was my rest day but even so i still had to travel down to woodlands to meet up with someone.ive learnt alot today.Firstly;i have to learn to relax and enjoy myself.try not to get too tensed up or stress out.sometimes being to stress out doesnt help me at all but just makes things worst.everything goes haywire.being chill and relax is the way to do it.the SECOND thing ive learnt is that;im done being nice to people who doesnt know how to treat others nicely.i know i shouldnt act this way,it doesnt do me any good but seriously,its quite irritating when it happens.
i can say that i do treat and talked to people nicely eventhough they are some strangers by the busstop or behind the counter.but i cant accept the fact that if im trying to be nice and someone just doesnt seem to have respect for me.even friends have respect for each other.maybe some people not worth being my friend after all.hmm.
anyways,after woodlands,i made a trip down to the national library at Bugis.borrowed some books without any problems this time.haha.and went home.i was planning to do some window shopping but suddenly didnt have the mood too.this is the second time i went out and didnt buy anything.haha.something is wrong with me!!usually i always buy something when i go out.and my mom would always ask me what i bought but sadly this time i told her i didnt get anything.maybe its cause im broke after paying for my new phone.haha.ive gt to save all over again.so sadd..
-done being nice-
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 10:24 PM.
today's weather was so nice and cooling.it was raining heavily.like finally!its been very hot for the pass few days.sometimes some of my friends wished that it would snow in Singapore.come on people,if it did snow in Singapore it would be the end of the world!!we always complaint about the weather in Singapore but sometimes just becareful of what u wish for..
i was supposed to go out to town with the jumpers in the afternoon but i end up sleeping at home.hehe..on the way home from training i was planning to buy waffle after mr bluberry was tempting me the other day.but im still yet to buy my peanutbutter waffle..haha.maybe should ask him to treat me.hehe :P
-you'll stop hurting yourself when you stop hoping-
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 9:56 PM.
word of the day
today's special word is 'pembasturd'.is there such word?haha.maybe theres no such thing but,sometimes we just have to create own words for a situation or someone.
i started my day with a good training session.yay!like finally after last week's 2 days straight of bad training session.i was flying in the air today.wohoo!haha.did jumps at the pit again and coach said it was my best jump in my life.haha.well,im really happy that it was good..national jnrs is just this wkend!!soo fast.sighh.
while i was training,i saw something horrible happened at the field.there were some primary school trial at the field for soccer.there was this boy after a few rounds of game,he puke on the field!!it was so freaking gross!!if he puke at the drain then its okay..but it was on the field!hahah.aiyoo..budak budak..well it wasnt the food kind of vomit.it came out all water.haha.i saw everything..it came out like water fountain from his mouth.haha.eeee!plus we were supposed to do bounding on the field and its usually around the area the boy puke.haha.lucky for me,i told everyone and we moved to another side.haha.
after training i had to hang around in school cause i had a meeting at 2.lucky for some classmates,i managed to kill time by chatting with them.but before that,both marie and i went to our malay class to disturb our teacher.haha.we've got nothing better to do.
okay,back to the special word for today: pembasturd.
i think that people should think before they say or do anything to someone,doesnt matter if its a friend or your partner.i know usually you see and comment on other people mistake and not yours.but seriously,even a word or a little action you do or the tone you use can affect someone's feelings.i find it quite horrible and heartbroken of a bf/gf doesnt bother about their partner.doesnt care how their partner feels when they do or say something.
it really sucks big time you know.and one thing for sure is that,dont take your partner for granted.you wont realise how much they mean to you until you lose them.haha..i sound so serious!but seriously serious..no joke when it comes to other people's feelings.
Monday, May 25, 2009 9:58 PM.
cookies and cupcakes
i woke up early today and i have no idea why.its sunday!!.i find it quite difficult to sleep,very weird.hmm..i had a funny dream too.its been such a long time since i dreamt of something.i ended up at some kampong and my ex primary school mates were there.haha..funny la.danm nonsense too.haha
today,i helped my sis baked some cupcakes for her school charity thingy.after 3 rounds of baking,i gave up.hahah.so tired.plus it was getting messy and all.haha.she continued baking with her friend.lucky her friend was there to help her..if not she would be screaming for my help.haha
in the evening, i met marie and some new friends at lavender to watch a soccer match at jalan besar stadium.we missed the first half of the game as we only came at around 6 when the game actually started at 5.haha.after the game, we head home.i was the only one who was heading woodlands while the rest going back to pasir ris and tampines.travelling back alone is okay.but i hate when the train is full with those indian workers.they like to stare as if they've never seen a girl before..ish ish ish..
i finally got a new handphone.which means,new line.i have to make sure a control my bill man.i dont want to repeat what happened the last time.hahah.butterflies in the stomach when the bill comes..sure to get lectured every month cause of my bill.haha.but im using the youth plan:unlimited smses..if this time my bill shoot up also..wahh,i dont know what to say.hahah.
-hey 17!haha-
Sunday, May 24, 2009 9:50 PM.
bubbletea and seventeen.
I started my day with training as usual.and it was kinda bad as well.it really sucks man having bad training session two days in a row.sighh.after training, I meet mariam at tampines to walk around tampines 1.theres nothing much really.and we completed 3 shoping malls, tampines1, tampines mall and century square within an hour!haha..we just walked around,drank bubbletea after so long and got disturbed by some cute guys.haha.right marie? :) hehe
After walking around, we decided to go to ite simei to watch the soccer guys train.haha.just for fun..we saw some familiar faces..after awhile, we started to head home.
-truth hurts..lies worst.
Friday, May 22, 2009 9:27 PM.
need a life
training was really horrible today.and i really mean HORRIBLE!!i think i made a new record for jumping the most jumps into the pit for training.i really screw up my jump.damn stress laaa.haiz..on the way home, i bumped to mr blueberry.haha..also known as....could have join him to bugis but due to some stuffs i couldnt.next time maybe.haha
i really have to do something with my holiday man!! it cant be training everyday only.i need to go out..who wants to go out with me??haha..tak tau malu betull jannah ni..hehe.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 8:27 PM.
mom is the best!
Today was my free day and I did nothing but rot at home. I was supposed to go out with my cousin but she had to cancel it due to some work..I was the last person to wake up today while everyone was already busy for the day.haha.after breakfast, I helped my mom in the kitchen,peeled the bananas to make ‘jemput-jemput’ my favourite!haha.its been awhile since I helped around in the kitchen.hehe.ish ish ish..anak dara ape ni.haha!
After that, I just stayed in my room.Lying down, read my book,on my comp or watching tv.haha.the only time Im out of my room is to go to the toilet or the kitchen.and in the kitchen, if I cant find any chocolates,I’ll just be opening and closing the fridge looking for something to munch on.haha.its a habit if im bored.really.my mom sometimes ask me what im looking for when I also don’t know.haha.just wishing a huge bar of chocolate would magically appear in my fridge!
In the afternoon, I managed to catch up with my mom after her busy morning.we had our talks.hehe.i think im comfortable letting my mom whats going on in my life.not everything,just some things.haha.sometimes talking to friends is easier but talking my mom is like she some sort knows what im going through cause she’s been through her teenage years too.well difference in generation is besides the point, she’s my mom after all.i do argue with her sometimes, but at the end of the day she’s the one I turn to when I needed help.
Later in the evening, I followed my parents to visit my ‘Dadu’ (grandfather in Pakistan).i have no relationship with him but he kinda regards me as his granddaughter..so yeah.one thing about him is that he is good at massaging people and he is blind.yeah..BLIND.i think he’s partially blind..so he sees shawdows.thought he doesn’t have the ability to see people visually but he can picture you have a conversation with him.he too can describe what kind of person you are by the way you talk..no joke man.he described about my sisters and i to my dad when we visited him during Hari Raya and his descriptions were quite too.haha.superpower!
After my visit, I did my report on Arafura.i hope I did okay.its my first time making a report on an overseas trip.it cause im part of the editorial board this year..so yeah.first article from nuruljannah.haha :)
Many things happened in a week but to this someone.i really pity,injury after injury.so terok..haha.pls takecare.it sucks being injured,it can take months to recover.ive been there before so yeahh..i hate it.who likes being injured anyways..
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 10:54 PM.
today is such a busy day. i had training in the morning, wells i have training practically every morning except wednesdays and sundays.what a life right?haha.plus its holidays now.haha.but kinda sad that i cant plan to go anywhere cause of training and competitions coming up.
my parents finally came back after being away for 2 weeks cause of Umrah.i had a shock of my life when i saw my dad.haha.he was bald!!.he shaved his head while he was away.I was trying very hard not to laugh but seriously he looks funny.my lil sis kept saying he looks very cute.haha.ive never seen my dad shaved his head before.not even when he was in army.whatever it is,im really glad that my parents are back now,i'll pity my other sisters if my parents would be away more then 2 weeks.pity me for taking care of them even longer!!.haha.
but what strike me the most when i was talking to my dad about travelling overseas.he was telling me his experience during his trip and an idea just came across my mind of travelling either to America or Scotland where my aunts are staying.haha.he even agreed of me wanting to go if i really determine to and have to start saving up some cash.but he rather have me to start somewhere closer like Malaysia.then i can test myself and see where my weakness to improve on.it would so cool..ive been travelling around but its always in groups,so it would be a new adventure if i travel alone of with a partner.and who knows,one day i'll be travelling all round the world.
i hope that one day it will happen :)
Labels: travel around the world
12:10 AM.
Birth of my new blog
Today would be the first time i blog.it was a sudden move cause i realised how bored it can be on your free day.it would be different if u have a plan for the day, but for people like me when theres no plan, i just rot at home and die.
well today, i had training in the morning and was free in the afternoon.while i was on the way to school, i had lots going on my head.thinking about it just made me feel lost.lost in my own life.its like u got used to things and people around you,feeling secure but the next minute everything just turn thier backs away.there i was, alone in my own dark world.i know this might sound silly or emotional to others but thats what i felt.dont go think im some emo girl or something now,coz im that kind of girl.sometimes, u just have to reflect whats going on in your life to see the big picture.
After training, mariam and i went to woodlands library to borrow some books.and one thing i learnt from today's experience.PAY YOUR FINES!!haha.seriously,it was so 'kecoh'.i had an outstanding fine which could cut the hassle.plus it was only 75cents.gosh..i wasted lots of energy and time just to pay 75cents.haha.to top it all of i only had 10cents in my cash card and they wont accept cash.i cld have cleared my fine when a friend of mine wanted to pay for me months ago but i was stubborn and didint let him pay for me.haha..wasted!so finally i got my cash card topped up and managed to borrow the books.
People are getting sick these days..besides the flu.but ive know 3 people now who are having fever.the sickness seems to be spreading fast.i hope they recover well and have plenty of rest.takecare people!
Monday, May 18, 2009 9:53 PM.
